mixing the wail of humiliation with that of indignation-like the remnants of a defeated army, hotly pursued. It is this life that cries out in the disordered verses, and these have a responsive cry of their own]. ONE YEAR AGO. IN feeling I was but a child When first we met-one year ago; That roams the dreary woodland through. My heart was all a pleasant world Of sunbeams dewed with April tears: We met-we loved-one year ago, You took my hand-one year ago, I gave to you, one year ago, You loved me too when first we met; How changed you are from what you were With mocking words and cold neglect Why did you fill my youthful life With such wild dreams of hope and bliss? Why did you say you loved me then, You robbed me of my faith and trust Strike if you will, and let the stroke ASPIRATION. POOR impious Soul, that fixes its high hopes Beware! That soaring path is lined with shrouds; O poor young Soul, whose year-devouring glance Fixes in ecstacy upon a star (Whose feverish brilliance looks a part of earth, Yet quivers where the feet of angels are, And seems the future crown in realms afar)— Beware! a spark thou art, and dost but see Thine own reflection in eternity. INFELIX. WHERE is the promise of my years, Ere errors, agonies, and fears, Brought with them all that speaks in tears,— Where sleeps that promise now? Nought lingers to redeem those hours, The flowers that bloomed in sunny bowers I look along the columned years, To break the sleep of pain. I can but own my life is vain, I missed the goal I sought to gain; Myself! alas for theme so poor— IN from the night.— ANSWER ME. The storm is lifting his black arms up to the sky. Friend of my heart, who so gently mark'st out the lifetrack for me, draw near to-night. Forget the wailing of the low-voiced wind: Shut out the moanings of the freezing and the starving and the dying, and bend your head low to me. Clasp my cold, cold hands in yours; Think of me tenderly and lovingly. Look down into my eyes the while I question you; and, if you love me, answer me Oh! answer me! Is there not a gleam of peace on all this tiresome earth? Does not one oasis cheer all this desert-world? When will all this toil and pain bring me the blessing? Must I ever plead for help to do the work before me set? Must I ever stumble and faint by the dark wayside? Must I ever tremble and pale at the great Beyond? Oh! answer me! Speak to me tenderly Think of me lovingly. Let your soft hands smooth back my hair; Let my lonely life creep into your warm bosom, knowing no other rest but this. Let me question you, while sweet Faith and Trust are folding their white robes around me. Thus am I purified, even to your love, that came like John the Baptist in the wilderness of Sin. You read the starry heavens, and lead me forth. But tell me if, in this world's Judea, there comes never quiet when once the heart awakes. Why must it ever hush Love back? Must it only labour, strive, and ache? Has it no reward but this? Has it no inheritance but to bear-and break? Oh! answer me ! The storm struggles with the darkness. Folded away in your arms, how little do I heed their battle! The trees clash in vain their naked swords against the door. I go not forth while the low murmur of drifting all else back to silence. your voice is The Darkness presses his black forehead close to the window-pane, and beckons me without. Love holds a lamp in this little room that hath power to blot back Fear. But will the lamp ever starve for oil? Will its blood-red flame ever grow faint and blue? Will it uprear itself to a slender line of light? Will it grow pallid and motionless? Will it sink rayless to everlasting death? Answer me Oh! answer me! Look at these tear-drops: See how they quiver and die on your open hands. Fold these white garments close to my breast, while I question you. Would you have me think that from the warm shelter of your heart I must go to the grave? And, when I am lying in my silent shroud, will you love me? When I am buried down in the cold wet earth, will you grieve that you did not save me? Will your tears reach my pale face through all the withered leaves that will heap themselves upon my grave? Will you repent that you loosened your arms to let me fall so deep, and so far out of sight? Will you come and tell me so when the coffin has shut out the storm? Answer me Oh! answer me! |