At last, like one who for delay Maud Muller looked and sighed: "Ah me! "He would dress me up in silks so fine, And praise and toast me at his wine. "My father should wear a broadcloth coat; My brother should sail a painted boat. "I'd dress my mother so grand and gay, And the baby should have a new toy each day. "And I'd feed the hungry and clothe the poor, And all should bless me who left our door." The Judge looked back as he climbed the hill, And saw Maud Muller standing still. "A form more fair, a face more sweet, Ne'er hath it been my lot to meet. "And her modest answer and graceful air Show her wise and good as she is fair. "Would she were mine, and I to-day, Like her, a harvester of hay; "No doubtful balance of rights and wrongs, Nor weary lawyers with endless tongues, "But low of cattle and song of birds, And health and quiet and loving words." But he thought of his sisters, proud and cold, And his mother, vain of her rank and gold. So, closing his heart, the Judge rode on, And Maud was left in the field alone. But the lawyers smiled that afternoon, When he hummed in court an old lovetune; And the young girl mused beside the well Till the rain on the unraked clover fell. He wedded a wife of richest dower, Who lived for fashion, as he for power. Yet oft, in his marble hearth's bright glow, He watched a picture come and go; And sweet Maud Muller's hazel eyes Oft, when the wine in his glass was red, And the proud man sighed, with a secret pain, "Ah, that I were free again! "Free as when I rode that day, Where the barefoot maiden raked her hay.” She wedded a man unlearned and poor, And many children played round her door But care and sorrow, and childbirth pain, Left their traces on heart and brain. And oft, when the summer sun shone hot In the shade of the apple-tree again And, gazing down with timid grace, Sometimes her narrow kitchen walls The weary wheel to a spinet turned, A manly form at her side she saw, Then she took up her burden of life again, Alas for maiden, alas for Judge, Body of turkey, head of owl, Wrinkled scolds with hands on hips, Over and over the Mænads sang: "Here's Flud Oirson, fur his horrd horrt, Torr'd an' futherr'd an' corr'd in a corrt By the women o' Morble'ead!" Small pity for him!- He sailed away 66 Sailed away from a sinking wreck, By the women of Marblehead ! Looked for the coming that might not be! What did the winds and the sea-birds say Of the cruel captain who sailed away? Old Floyd Ireson, for his hard heart, Tarred and feathered and carried in a cart By the women of Marblehead. Through the street, on either side, Sweetly along the Salem road Of the fields so green and the sky so blue. "Hear me, neighbors!" at last he cried,"What to me is this noisy ride? What is the shame that clothes the skin To the nameless horror that lives within ? Waking or sleeping, I see a wreck, And hear a cry from a reeling deck! I trace your lines of argument; But still my human hands are weak Who fathoms the Eternal Thought? I walk with bare, hushed feet the ground I dare not fix with mete and bound Ye praise His justice; even such Ye seek a king; I fain would touch Ye see the curse which overbroods More than your schoolmen teach, within Too dark ye cannot paint the sin, I bow my forehead to the dust, And urge, in trembling self-distrust, I see the wrong that round me lies, I feel the guilt within; I hear, with groan and travail-cries, The world confess its sin. Yet, in the maddening maze of things, Not mine to look where cherubim I know not what the future hath And if my heart and flesh are weak No offering of my own I have, I can but give the gifts He gave, And so beside the Silent Sea I wait the muffled oar; No harm from Him can come to me On ocean or on shore. I know not where His islands lift I only know I cannot drift O brothers! if my faith is vain, And Thou, O Lord! by whom are seen My human heart on Thee! |