XXII. There came a softer hour, a lovelier moon, And lit me to my home of youth again, Through the dim chesnut shade, where oft at noon, That may not pause where wood-streams whispering run, The foe's quick rustling step close on the leaves behind. XXIII. My home of youth!-oh! if indeed to part For life to breathe on,-is it less to meet, When these are faded?-who shall call it sweet? -Even though love's mingling tears may haply bring Balm as they fall, too well their heavy showers Teach us how much is lost of all that once was ours! XXIV. Not by the sunshine, with its golden glow, Nor the green earth, nor yet the laughing sky, -Oh! not by these, th' unfailing, are we taught Which tells us we are changed,-how changed from other days! XXV. Before my father-in my place of birth, Which oft had trembled to my boyish mirth, And heart, what there was I?-another and the same! XXVI. Then bounded in a boy, with clear dark eye— -How should he know his father?-when we parted, From the soft cloud which mantles infancy, His soul, just wakening into wonder, darted Its first looks round. Him follow'd one, the bride Tears to my burning eyes, and from my lips her name. XXVII. She knew me then !-1 murmur'd "Leonor!" And her heart answer'd!-oh! the voice is known First from all else, and swiftest to restore Love's buried images with one low tone, That strikes like lightning, when the cheek is faded, -Upon my breast she sunk, when doubt was fled, Weeping as those may weep, that meet in woe and dread. XXVIII. For there we might not rest. Alas! to leave Of a long line which brightly thence had pass'd! -With his deep tones and sweet, though full of years, He bless'd me there, and bathed my child's young head with tears. XXIX. I had brought sorrow on his grey hairs down, And cast the darkness of my branded name And yet he bless'd me !-Father! if the dust Is to behold thee yet, where grief and shame Dim the bright day no more; and thou wilt know That not through guilt thy son thus bow'd thine age with woe! XXX. And thou, my Leonor! that unrepining, So pass'd we on, like earth's first exiles, turning XXXI. It was a woe to say-" Farewell, my Spain! I might not kneel, and pour my free thoughts out to God! |